Nightdreams
I signed my first film as Rinse Dream.
The only reason I used a pseudonym on my porn films was because it was against the law not to. I was afraid I would get a knock on the door and be taken away in handcuffs. They would arrest you for prostitution by paying people to have sex. It was a felony. Not to mention the fact that I used to get paid in change.
I got $60,000 to make Nightdreams, and the entire film was paid in change. There used to be these peep shows everywhere. People would put quarters or dollars and they could see a show behind a glass wall, and it would go on for as long as they kept the money in. The people that financed that paid the budget of the film in coins. They didn’t want to convert it to bills. I made Nightdreams with $60,000 in quarters.
I sent out a PA – probably like the bass player of Wall of Voodoo, because my studio was at the heart of the Punk building of L.A. – and we bought like a hundred pairs of socks. Anyone who needed pay was handed a sock full of change.
I wish I had the forethought to document the making of any one of my films. People wouldn’t have any interest in seeing the films. The makings were so much crazier.
Everything I had ever done, in terms of filmmaking, my hands were always tied by the budget. The budget always came first. People always ask, how did you come up with this or that? And I always have the same terrible answer: I had no money; it was all I could do!
I never shot a film on location. Not one location. And that was because you go where your strength is. I’m a good production designer, good art director, good enough for low budget, so you do that.
The original title was “I Know You’re Watching Me”. I though that was a great title for porn. I don’t anyone had ever addressed the person watching the film. “We know you’re looking at us…” But they rejected that title and then we called it Cracked – this was before the magazine - but they didn’t like that either. Somehow we settled on Nightdreams.
We did it as a series of six or seven vignettes; we just sat down and hashed out the concepts. We’ll go to heaven, we’ll go to hell, we’ll have one in the Wild West. It was supposed to be like an old vaudeville review.
We didn’t even have a crew. We had maybe five people. My partner Frank [Delia] was on camera, and there was one focus puller. There was the construction supervisor, who I grew up with and who could build any prop in the world, and there was me. And while Frank was shooting, I was just off camera range to the side, building the next set. It was an exhausting experience, but it felt like home movie.
Somebody asked the other day, Nightdreams, how do you explain? I told them, that’s what happens when you give a twenty-year-old kid with a little imagination a lot of nude women, a bucket of paint and some two by fours.